Hello Erin,
I hope that you are feeling better. I hope that you have the support of your husband and family.
I too live in Canada. I live in Vancouver, BC. I am 36, married and have 2 kids (12 & 9). I have been struggling with depression, anxiety and agoraphobia for the past 15 months. I am doing much ebtter now but still have days where I feel really bad, but I try and keep those days to myself. I have gone through therapy, which was good. I am trying to work through my problems on my own now. I know what my problems are, therefore, I have to find a way to deal with them. Looking back over my life, I believe I have been depressed ever since I was a teenager. It is funny how things that you did in the past can pop into your mind and you can udnerstand why you did it.
Take care and if you want to talk on the IM messenger, let me know.
Sharon