Hi Tammy!
I understand your hesitation, but it really does help to talk to people who really know what you're going through. Those around us try, but it is hard unless you've experienced it. For the most part the messages are encouraging and uplifting. All of us have times we come here to vent, but it isn't all the time.
I'm sorry things are rough for you right now. Is your profession inherantly stressful? That really makes it tough when you are having your own problems. Do you do anything for yourself???? Like walking, exercise, meditation, light therapy...? It's so important for us to be kind to ourselves.
I hope your doctor keeps working until he gets it right for you. Keep in touch, and let me know how it's going.
Kelly