Hello,
I am new to this website and group and not quite sure what to say. I'm not real young or real old, but middle aged. That is I am 46 soon to be 47 years old. I don't know why I decided to join this group, but I am running out of options. My life is spinning out of control with anger, rage, feelings of emptiness, and despair. I just started taking medication about 3 weeks ago after being re-diagnosed with Major Depression last month. It's been over 12 years since I was first diagnosed. I feel so lost and trapped and often think of dying as a way out. I know there are other people who may experience these same feelings, but I don't know how I can help. Thanks for listening anyway