Hi! destanie welcome!
Just letting you know that you are not alone,you are surrounded by alot of people who are going through the same as you,you are going to be just fine,whatever is making you feel the way you do speak to us about it,get it out in the open if that's what you wish to do,it may open doors that you thought you couldn't go through to the next level. give us a try? you never know it could be what your looking for.you are at the right place everyone cares here, well done for making your first move to recovery.
iqon