hi, i am here because i have been battling with depression for a very long time and i cant seem to find any way to cure it...but the thing is i never really diagnosed what i had until spring of 2004, when i gained a tremendous amount of weight, had trouble getting up in the morning, and goin to sleep, it was pretty, it is pretty bad, i feel fat, ugly, hopeless, worthless, like i am nothing, i have tried to kill myself but never accomplished it, i hurt myself when i feel that the pain is too much, i just dont know what else to do. so i am here to see if i can find a solution.