Hi Kate,
I am feeling better....however, I did not say great. I am MUCH like you. Horrible mornings. I wake up and call my mom and she helps me get rid of some of my anxiety. I also drink a cup of decaffienated tea. I don't know if it helps but I think I think it does psychologically so, you know whatever works!! I don't know if you understand me here or if this is just something specific to my depression, but, I can start to hear and feel the real me from time to time. When I get like this...this totally panicky, doubting me is what I totally hear. It makes me exhausted fighting it all day, but I do. I am very tired right now and haven't really done anything but get up, go to work, and sit at my computer. Also, I was wondering, how long you were on Celexa before you switched and how long you were on generic celexa before you switched back and at what dosage.....this may have something to do with it also...who knows. I am currently on 40 mg of Celexa. I took it for about 5 years and then switched to the generic. I took the generic for closer to 3 months before I switched back to regular Celexa. I don't know, maybe the longer you were off it, the longer it takes to get back into your system. I hope you start to feel better because one of my worries now is that my Celexa just pooped out...and then I don't know what to do because I don't know if I would really want to be upped in dosage since now I'm already on a relatively high dosage and switching to something else makes me nervous too. But I have to keep reminding myself that it has only been 2 days and I can focus on some things if it is something that really make me happy or excited before....like my fiance coming to my work and bringing me lunch as he is today!!! Which it is about time for so I am going to get to it...but please keep me posted!!!
Becky