Graig, you know what, your not alone in this. I actually feel nearly the same way. I'm 24 years old, I've lost my fiancee, I use to have all the friends a man could need, now only two or three, I'm battling to keep me college and work together. But, I still have faith, and you should too. I'm not proud of my past and deeply regret it, I've lost a lot of oppurtunities and friends. Not to mention I think of my first love everyday. But, heres the secret a wise man has told me. A MAN (Woman) HAPPY WITH HIS PRESENT, SHALL SELDOMLY THINK OF HIS PAST. These words have been so important to me, and you know what, they're true. Every man has certain expectations of themselves, meet yours Graig, and I promise you'll be happy. And always remember that secret I told you. Everything will come together for you, law school; I am truly impressed with that. You should be proud of that!