Green 1: Please let us know what your new doctor diagnosed. This could have implications for me. I haven't been able to concentrate, remember or learn things well enough to work for three months now. Very little energy. Since Nov. '03 I've been on zoloft, welbutrin, straterra, neurontin and now lexapro. Nothing works and I'm absolutely frightened I may be forced into retirement with little pension at age 51. I've been productive in the only job I've had as an adult for almost 29 years now. For the last 20 years, I've haven't had a major depressive episode, but self medicating with marijuana may have ironically been of some help. I quit 5 months ago. I think that's for the best at my age, but now I can't get back to feeling halfway decent like when I used. This is why doc put me on neurontin, but all it did was improve my sleep. Depression actually seemed to worsen. Can anyone out there give me some help and advice?