Yes, thanks so much for your replies. I have signed up for the sessions but have only done 1 so far... I am no longer breast feeding and I know that i am healthy since i have been tested for various things after the birth. I do see a psychiatrist every few months. My biggest thing right now is that i am bored. My depression is from the lack of options in my life right now, i think. Even though I say that i am bored, i have no idea what i would do if i could do anything i wanted. I don't seem to have any interests anymore. So i keep going around in circles.... I know I am not complete right now but i don't know how to find my way back.
Also, just to add... I was very depressed while pregnant. My mood changed so drastically. I was extremely exhausted, angry, irritable, and depressed for the first three months of pregnancy. My fiance and i almost broke up because i was so unbearable. So, in general, i am better than i was but i know life could be a lot better.