Hello. This is my first day here. I am 53, a single mom with a daughter home from college for summer break. I have had depression for a long time, sometimes better, sometimes worse. Lately, I have had constant negative selftalk in my head, and cannot take pleasure in anything, and feel hopeless. I am seeing a new doctor, who's prescribed lamictal, which I take with remeron and risperdal. I hope I can stay with this program - I would like to get out of this frame of mind.