Hi gabbi
recognizing the problem is the first step to finding the solution, so recognizing that you need help is a big step. i am so sorry your husband is unsupportive and i know what that feels like, but please realize that you are not alone. even if you don't feel like you can talk to your other family or friends, you have found this site and all of us here that you can talk to. many of us have been through things that are similar to what you have and we are all seeking help. as for me, helping others makes me feel better, so by you writing something i could respond to is a favor to me.
i hope you will find the support you need here and will begin to feel a little better soon. good luck, Jenn
