Hi,
New here. Recently had several bad panic/ anxiety attack last couple weeks. Have felt sad and down for a couple years now. Not officially diagnosed but every test i take and all the signs point to major depresion/anxiety. Going to see a doctor in 3 weeks :( uggh way to long of a wait. ER doctor gave me some ativan. long story short right.
Anyways, my work performance and time at work has gone right down hill. I cant concentrate, i zone out, im very tired and can barely just function I know my job is one of the reasons for my depression. Iam a chef and it is a very stressful industry. I have been at this job for 5 years. Its also an industry that looks down on weakness both mentally and physically with little sympathy. Your're expected to work long hours with little to no breaks. Calling in sick is also extremely frowned uppon. I know i need to find a new job or career but I also have social anxiety. I couldn't even imagine how an interview would go somewhere else. We have no type of health insurance or disability help. I know legally i have 10 personal days of which i have not used yet. i have looked into EI sickness and other Canadian social disability programs. I need advice and help from anyone on here please. I know this was a lot to read and take in but any advice would certainly help. Thanks