I was watching TV late last night and saw a program about a 37 year old woman who was very sick, she was constantly tired, depression, anxiety, diaraeah, nausea etc...She went from Doctor to Doctor and they could find nothing wrong, one even put her on antidepressants and one said it was "all in her head" called her a hypocrondirac. Finally it was discovered she had advanced Ovarian cancer! I of course have been having all those above symptoms for days now even before I watched this, even urinating alot which is another sign. I woke up in a full-blown panic, I even dreamt about it, right now I am shaking convinced I have it, my son saw me in a full-blown panic attack this morning and I am usually alright first thing in the morning, do you think its ovarian cancer? I know the above are signs of anxety too, but the diareaha and constant urination is new the last week, this is terrible, first I thought I had a brain tumor and now this, why do I do this to myself? I feel like the medicine is not helping one little bit its been 6 weeks and now relief and the scary thoughts about illness and dying have escalated, my nurse is leaving so I have to find someone else, I hate being like this, I feel like I am getting worse instead of better, I knew the Paxil was not a cure-all but I thought it would not make me worse. I cannot get it out of my head that I have some horrible fatal diesease, if I could just accept its panic anxiety and depression, I wish I had NOT watched that stupid scary show, it has set me back since I am just like that woman on it and now I am afraid I have it, can anxiety cause diareah, nausea, frequent urination? I am shaking so badley. God I just wish this would all end. Debbie.
