Hi Becky and Kitty, Thank you for your kind words. Today has been real bad, early morning panic and I have not stopped shaking, I am bleeding bad and hurting and so dizzy and scared, my husband and son went out for awhile and I am alone and that always makes it worse. I feel like I have gone backwards instead of forwards, my period is probably making things seem worse I know, but after all this time on Paxil I so wanted to feel some relief, I am afraid if this keeps up I will not leave the house again, I have such bad health anxieties, I feel there is something very wrong with me to feel like this. I know Becky I must find the right Doctor but I have made so many calls and they want SO much money I do not have, the one I went to see last week is on the plan but she does not have an open appt for 3 weeks, I feel only God can help me now and I hope he does, please say some prayers for me it is all I have. My husband tells me just to stay in the house till I am better so noone will know about this and tells me take the medicine, I do not know if those things are working through, I am afraid if I do not get better he will leave me, and that would kill me, I am going to try to listen to the relaxation tape and calm down, I know I have 3 more days of heavy bleeding, cramps and nausea and that is not helping my condition I am sure but there is nothing I can do about it. I wish there were a magic wand but I know there is not. Thank you for caring, I am sorry I am in such a bad way. Debbie.
