Thanks Lulu, Its pretty much the same with me hospital's are probably out because of my husband has to work and I have the little one plus no family! My nurse said they do not put people with anxiety and panic in the hospital, I dont think we are sucidial Lulu, we want to live just not panicked and depressed. Tonight my fear is "lung cancer or "kidney stones" because of the horrible pain in my back, I am trying not to dwell on it. I am going to pray very hard for us two tonight Lulu they we have one good day tomm, we deserve it. Let me know how you are doing and feeling. GOd bless, Debbie.
