Hi Paul...sorry you are suffering....only we with anxiety can understand the pain you are undergoing....you need to go see a psychiatrist....you have an illness that needs to be treated with medication, proper diet, excercise, therapy, etc.....sounds like you need a benzo like klonopin or xanax to help your system calm down.....perhaps even an ssri drug like prozac, etc....not sure if you are also depressed.....first step is to get stable and then start living your life again...also you should gradually cut sugar,caffeine, cigs and alcohol out of your life if you currently indulge in any of these....Where do you live, if you are in the nyc area I can probably recommend some doctors for you....Let us know how you are doing, Michael
