Ill pray for you, Diva. :) Ill include you in my prayers tonight. I bought this book by Joel Osteen a few days ago. I think its some sort of christian book, but thats ok, its God they are talking about, the same one I believe in. Im a non practicing catholic, but this book was small, had pictures, and small scriptures and some meditations. Its pretty nice actually. My mother also gave me a tiny prayer book and I have been reading them for a few days now. I tell you, I find that I am a little more relaxed when I am reading them than when Im not. I sure need some peace in my life. My panic attacks are eating me up and I have yet to find a therapist mostly because I dont have insurance. Trying to find one on a reduced fee or something. Anyway, this non practicing catholic, god trusting and believing girl will remember you in her prayers. :)
Hugs to you, Diva and thank you for being so sweet and giving others on this list so much courage to keep pushing forward.