Hi Outlaw, I hope you are feeling better. I have two books that really helped me and they are SO informative: The first one is called "The Complete Guide to Psychiatric Drugs" by Edward Drummond. The second is very good too "The Noonday Demon" by Andrew Solomon, he suffered from panic anxiety and depression, he took Xanax and other drugs, it almost like a biography its excellant and explained alot. Both these books I would reccomend, they are full of info about meds and panic. I read the Claire Weeks book too and that was good. Take care and God bless, Debbie.