Does anyone here suffer from stupid frightening thoughts? When I'm feeling particularly anxious I think something has happened to me and I don't remember or something is wrong with me. For example a couple of years ago I went to my boyfriends Christmas party and we got really drunk. After I started having panic attacks about a yer later I was thining about that night to myself and all of a sudden I thought what if I was so drunk I can't remember if something bad happened to me and I caught something like HIV. I have absolutely no reason to think anything like this happened to me or anything like that but every now and then the tought comes back to me. I think its from being afraid that I've lost control or something may happen to me where I'm not in control but it still dos my head in every now and again. Does anyone else suffer from morbid thoughts like this?