Hi everyone. I have been lurking here for awhile. I actually posted a quick thread once, but it wasn't very thorough or detailed, that is probably why I didn't get any responses.
I need help.
I am on the brink of calling a neurologist to be tested for MS or Parkinson's or some other disease because my anxiety symptoms (or at least I *think* and hope they are just anxiety symptoms) have gotten so bad. Here is my list of symptoms:
Hair thinning more than usual
Difficulty swallowing
Throat fatigue, difficulty talking sometimes, as if voice is changing
Weak legs and arms
Stiff muscles, especially hands and wrists
Burning feeling in muscle or on skin on scalp, legs mostly
Joint pain and stiffness in hips, fingers, feet, shoulders
PMS symptoms worse than ever
Irregular periods
Loss of libido
Twitching in muscles
Twitching in face, scalp, tongue
€œSkin crawling€ feeling mostly on face, occasionally on other areas too
Headaches €“ sharp pains in temples, forehead, base of neck
Dizzy and lightheaded
Vision problems €“ seeing spots, things seem to jerk or vibrate (small items, patterns)
Mental mood €“ nervous, moody, frustrated
Had a bad bout of vertigo about 4 months ago
Had a bad panic attack about 1 month ago
I am 32 years old, just lost about 40 lbs about 3 months ago (intentionally, with healthy diet and exercise), and started/stopped smoking (smoked for about 5 months, came to my senses and quit, this is after a 5 year period of my first "quit")
I have 2 children and am happily married, and I stay home. A couple weeks ago I convinced myself that I had hypothyroid disorder (because of the hair loss, mostly), so I went to my GP who tested my thyroid and did a blood panel for liver function and whatnot, it all came back NORMAL. She told me I am depressed and recommended Effexor. I told her I'd think about it.
I have since decided (through independent Internet research) that I could have something neurologically wrong with me.
I cry all the time because I want so badly to feel normal again. I am so sick of worrying about myself and feeling like I am experiencing symptoms of MS or some other slow-killing disease. I can't decide whether a neurologist appointment is the right course of action or not. Maybe I am in perimenopau