Thank you so much guys, you are all so fantastic.
I have to confess that I had a minor slip and have been dealing with the guilt for the past week.
I have been lurking here every day and doubting wether or not to come clean. I think a part of me was hoping that my 1 month mark would go un noticed :(
It doesn't help that almost everyone I work with has given me the advice that if I keep it to just a couple of cigs a day I will be ok, of course the junkie in me loved to hear this, but the better educated side of me that loves being a non smoker kept bringing me here everyday.
In the past week I have had 7 cigs, after all that hard work :(
It's crazy but another junkie thought I had was
"everybody slips at least once so why should I be able to do it first time around"
It's amazing what our inner demon will do to try and convince us.
Well, today I got an all clear result from the hospital for a long running health condition that convinced me to stop smoking in the first place, so here I am guys, with my tail inbetween my legs. Sorry.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/21/2008
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 33
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 528
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �35.16
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 18 [B]Seconds:[/B] 56