Sort of Phil. I did loose that house I really loved a while back but found another one very quickly. It's really lovely.
I'm also really enjoying packing up my house - a lot of your life passes through your hands on it's way into the boxes and I'm reminded of many many stories and people. It's all good stuff. A real delight too though was when I chucked out my old ashtrays cos I'll never need them again :)
All the best
Sharon
Belfast
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/14/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 86
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 864
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �231.34
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 7 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 24 [B]Seconds:[/B] 7
Hi Phil
Gawd - I honestly daren't with you about!!! And anyway I wont because I don't want that life again. Makes me sad when I think of all that waste. Soo good to be here.
Still though it's good for me to be honest about what I'm experiencing - the more aware I am the more able I am to continue. I feel like I've gone a step beyond my previous quit with the realisations I've had this weekend.
How are you finding things on day 153!!! You'll be celebrating 6 months soon!!!!
All the best
Sharon
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/14/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 86
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 863
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �231.34
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 7 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 23 [B]Seconds:[/B] 0
Hi guys
I'm in the process of packing up my house for a move in 2 weeks time. At the weekend I was up to my eyes in packaging and cardboard and needed a break. I thought for a moment 'I'll have a coffee and a cigarette'and then I remembered I don't smoke.
But I went on to think 'hmmm shall I?' and thankfully I didn't. I'm currently in my danger zone - well into my quit and feeling confident. Last time I was here I started again because I thought I could control my addiction and have just one or two - in a matter of weeks I was back at square 1.
Anyway that fleeting craving was an important marker for me to stay super vigalent especially now - I want to publically recommitt to being smoke free and to remember that I am a nicotine addict and I can only control it by staying well away.
Right then - thanks for the air time - good to state that for myself.
Really looking forward to my new home - the very first one in my lifetime to be entirely smoke free - how groovy is that!!!
All the best
Sharon
Belfast
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/14/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 86
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 863
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �231.34
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 7 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 21 [B]Seconds:[/B] 15
You'll be able to keep yourself busy with the move for the next little while, so use this as a technique to help you push through :)
We are glad you passed the test!
Josie
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