Over 2 months ago was when I had my last cigarette, yet the past week has been unbearable. I have almost picked up a smoke more times than I can count, and I want to right now!
I am dealing with a myriad of things in my life right now, including a recently disabled husband who is not able to help much with my 3 kids ranging from 2-7, pregnancy (3rd trimester), the changing of my antidepressants, my dog being put to sleep, insomnia, and the fear of losing my home due to my husband not being able to work.
It doesn't help that he didn't quit. At first he cut back and promised to stop, but well...he now smokes as much as he did before. I am very very angry with him for not being more compassionate - I have told him that every time he steps outside I feel like joining him.
Why can't he do this for me? Why is it that I always have to be the strong one??? I can't TAKE this much longer...
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/14/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 69
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,607
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $327.75
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 4 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 54 [B]Seconds:[/B] 11
