Doodlebug,
Don't be disapointed with yourself - your are human & from what i can tell normal, Just don't go !.
If you're partner respectes you he will understand. Ask your partner if he would he take a recovering alcoholic to a brewery ?
If you're anything like me i suffered anxiety before & after i stopped smoking, i tracked it down to drinking to much coffee, taking on to much work & not being able to say no.
perhaps similar ?, sounds like the party thing is upsetting you, perhaps causing most of the anxiety.
be strong.
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[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/1/2005
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[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 14,129
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $3672.5
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