I just wanted to make sure this stood out, b/c i thought it was so right on!
One of you said "I panic because i'm afraid to panic"
That is IT! How many times have i done this? People ask what my biggest fear is, its panic! Panic causes me panic!
(I only wish that i could take panic out of that loop)
Best of luck to everyone, it sounds like a lot of people are having some real difficulties.
Although i don't know any of you personally, and certainly haven't known you long, i still feel close to you b/c you know my secrets and private information. The one thing i didn't expect about finding this support group, was the amount of love here!