I just spent 25 minutes trying to find a way to post. The first several times that I clicked on new discussion all I got was redirection to another page. This is how I live, one dead end after another. If I didn't have a p doc and therapist whom I can only afford to pay for support once a month I would have nothing. My husband is useless, negative and always critical and sick. My poor daughter isn't getting the mother she deserves. I have tried EVERYTHING positive to help myself and all I get is failure. I am sick of going in downward circles --30 years now. Why bother--life is too much effort.