hey everyone,
its been quite a while i have been around........
i have recovered alot from my depression....from severe it has come down to moderate...level
it does feel good....to be alive in real sense....
m doing quite alot of things that i always wanted to do like football...n guitar...etc...
but theres something eating me up....
its been around a month n half since i have been so relaxed...n chilled out...
now m quite easy-going...about everything in life....coz i have accepted depression as a part of my life......i am not saying that meds didnt work...they did but at some point....depression was always with me....and....no longer meds..or any other thing...seemed to help throw it away from my life....
my concern as of now is....that...
i think depression is coming back.....i mean its again increasing.....
m not sure....of this.....but have already...had 2 episodes.....n suffered...alot....
n dont want any more......my life is better than before....atleast....since i have accepted it as a part of my life.....it has not increased since then ....it was all there n stable....but i just need some help...
m not sure with...what i should do...
m confused...m worried.....things were getting all well....depression was slowly just going away...i dont...know...why have i started to feel like its back........n the worst part is that m not sure of this
pls help
-Ray