I'm sorry if this all seems jumbled. My thoughts are too fast for me. Basically....I am tired of feeling depressed and being depressed makes me tired!!! All I wanna do is sleep, sleep, sleep. I seem to not really care about a lot of things but I absolutely care at the same time. The great contradiction of my life. I am not very motivated and often use my condition as an excuse for why I can't do things. Truth is, I could try harder, but at the same time, I don't exaggerate (by any means) the severity of my condition. I tried to kill myself a while back (high school). I have had crying spells. I am sad all the fricken time and don't know why. Its very frustrating, to say the least.