Well that was a huge mistake. You forget how bad you were when your doing so good. I havnt had the hopeless feelings, blues, fear, etc in quite a while. Im not doing anything I had planned today, I just feel like crap. I slept way in.
I dont lik the mirtazipine cause it make me sleep so hard, SSRI's gave me problems, so I guess I'm stuck with this. I was hoping I could just go without, but something isnt working right.
Too bad too, since my family doesnt believe in meds, since I had problems while on them in the past. I thought I was getting one step closer to going back to them.
Thanks Goofey, I felt the same way. It's a if it's not broke dont fix it. I could feel myself sliding in a bad direction. So I decided to wean back on. I have been doing so good lately, so it's not worth going backwards.
It may be too soon to do this, so hopefully one day in the near future I can try it again. One other thing I don't like is relying on meds to exist. I was told once to be glad they are there for me when I once questioned it, I just want to be right and to not have to use something to be that way.
Hopefully that will happen.